fall and we all sing!

man I love the fall
nothing compares to this weather

cool crisp breezes, days that start to shorten
which....
means my days have perfect sunset timing

the work day toils on and then as I am driving
home the sunset comes through
and I walk around with colored leaves and know
I have my time now
no work, no politics, just
me and music and love and laughter
and maybe even anxiety and fear and corners of the room
with white walls and staring for hours at a time

but what would it all be without the highs and lows
there is nothing more beautiful than
the rise and fall of the seasons

its times like these that I really wish I still smoked, it makes me think of
college standing outside of the natural history building waiting to go to my 8 O'clock
catching the morning sun on the quad and thinking of my life

you know back in the days when I had girlfriends

ouch

well at least I got the GRE tomorrow
rright??