never ever settle

up late last night with qblog working on
a puzzle, trying to find all the small tiny lights inside
las vegas [puzzle style]

we had a really good talk about what everyone is looking
for and what we all want in our lives

Q: " never ever ever settle until you find something perfect"

that rang in my head for a while
and I think it is a testament to life and living itself
to never ever settle on anything in your life

until something feels perfect in your heart
it ain't perfect for you

now I'm not saying that you need to go
out and be super judgemental about every little
thing but it does feel comforting to still
strive for some form of ideal

is idealism an eternally fated idea?

can true love exist without tragedy?

chew on those for a while...
I sure hope so tot he last question, but it doesn't seem that way

I have been in grad school application dismay for too many weeks now

too many ways to say things about yourself
that all comes across as ass kissin and bullshit